I just can’t seem to stop..
The whole thing just makes me really miss Eric and Linda. They use to be my rock. Linda always knew what to say, and she knew how to calm me down. And they both just loved me so well, even when I was such a mess when I wasn’t functioning at all. They just loved me.
I just feel so alone and rejected and helpless. This is why I wanted to stay numb. I need to be numb. I think I will go drink and watch TV.