Sorry, but I’ve more venting…

I’m such an idiot. Why would I think my second year teaching would be that much better than the first when I changed schools and curriculums!! I’m starting from scratch again and it sucks. I went through this last year and told myself the whole time “next year, it’ll be better. next year, it’ll be […]

I hate to be a downer…

“It’s like your a drugIt’s like your a demon I can’t face downIt’s like I’m stuckIt’s like I’m running from you all the time And I know I let you have all the powerIt’s like the only company I seek is misery all around It’s like your a leechSucking the life from meIt’s like I […]

What I forgot to mention

So my friend that I just “broke up” with is unstable (one of the reasons the friendship isn’t working). I mention this, because I think this should have been a bigger factor in my decision to tell her how I felt. I’ve decided that I should have continued to lie to her and make excuses […]

I did it

I told my friend that she sucks (in not so many words), and she blew up at me and now hates me… why do I suck so much at relationships?! I’m not good at picking friends or keeping them, which makes for a very lonely life… God damn it. oh, and I’m drunk. well not […]

advice needed…

In the last month, I’ve decided that I need to seriously step away from a friendship. She just hasn’t been the best friend & I’m really tired of giving especially when she creates most of her drama (She is going back to an ex-boyfriend that she has broken up with at least 7 times in […]