I’m such an idiot. Why would I think my second year teaching would be that much better than the first when I changed schools and curriculums!! I’m starting from scratch again and it sucks. I went through this last year and told myself the whole time “next year, it’ll be better. next year, it’ll be […]

“It’s like your a drugIt’s like your a demon I can’t face downIt’s like I’m stuckIt’s like I’m running from you all the time And I know I let you have all the powerIt’s like the only company I seek is misery all around It’s like your a leechSucking the life from meIt’s like I […]

My part-time job is more stressful than my full-time job… and today I need to speak to my manager about getting some time off, & I’m super stressed out about it!! Wish me luck!

Last night, I had a one night stand, but I kind of wish I could see him again… Even though I’ve done this before and it didn’t work!! What is wrong with me? Some how I always end up dating “safe” guys: really nice guys that treat me really well, but I’m never really attracted […]

So my friend that I just “broke up” with is unstable (one of the reasons the friendship isn’t working). I mention this, because I think this should have been a bigger factor in my decision to tell her how I felt. I’ve decided that I should have continued to lie to her and make excuses […]

I told my friend that she sucks (in not so many words), and she blew up at me and now hates me… why do I suck so much at relationships?! I’m not good at picking friends or keeping them, which makes for a very lonely life… God damn it. oh, and I’m drunk. well not […]

of my friends. And some of you didn’t make it. Ha! But maybe you shouldn’t be soo annoying…

guilty, but I don’t. I won over the chef and the kitchen staff, but it is because I’m a flirt. hehehe. life is good…

You guys have no advice for me?! Grrr… I’m really not good at relationships. I NEED HELP!

In the last month, I’ve decided that I need to seriously step away from a friendship. She just hasn’t been the best friend & I’m really tired of giving especially when she creates most of her drama (She is going back to an ex-boyfriend that she has broken up with at least 7 times in […]