Last night I broke down and contacted John.  I don’t want to go into all the details, but so far, he has a new reason for breaking up with me; Apparently what was important to him wasn’t important to me.  I then responded “Bullshit”, and the following…  “I’m not trying to argue about things past. […]

I don’t know…

against my letter to John.  I’ve finally accepted that I can’t fix this, so I’m learning to be content even in my current circumstances.  But learning to be content is especially hard because I still miss John so much.  I think about all the things I’d like to tell him about and things I’d like […]

Since I spend the majority of my days telling students how not to act, I find that it is now a habit.  Especially as I’m a very pro-active teacher, you don’t have to be my student for me to tell you how to act. But this tends to cause a problem in my life outside […]

of the “Boys suck club, St. Francisville chapter”.   1. Make the next year, our best year yet. 2. No looking back.  3. Whatever you do, do it for you.

‘Dear John- I don’t know quite how to start… I feel like there is a gulf between us, and ignoring it will only make it bigger.  I don’t want to get back together, but I would like to talk about what happened.   If you aren’t ready to talk yet, that is fine.  But please, […]

Don’t know what to do anymoreI’ve lost the only love worth fighting forI’ll drown in my tear storming sea,That would show you, that would make you hurt like me All the sameI don’t want mudslinging gamesIt’s such a shameTo let you walk away Is there a chance?A fragment of light at the end of the […]

So as I try to work through my most recent break-up, here are some thoughts that plague me… Background: He broke up with me because he told me he didn’t think he could ever marry me.  However, he couldn’t really explain why.  All he said was that he couldn’t see us married, and that he […]

Well I was doing pretty good until the beginning of this weekend.  I started missing him probably on Saturday and everyday those feelings have grown stronger… How long is this going to hurt for?

My boyfriend broke up with me.  I’m doing surprisingly well, but I don’t really want to talk about it.  I mean, I know everything will work out for the best, but it is day 8 and I miss him so much.  I keep checking my phone for a message.  I want to call him and […]