I hate finding titles for blogs… I find I just want to use the same one over and over again, because so often my blogs are about the same topics over and over again… Maybe I should just date them.. I hung out with my sister last night. It went ok. We didn’t talk about […]
Cody and I are about to go to a wedding, so I’m sitting here all dressed up with my hair and makeup done trying to get this written. I have about 15 mins… I talked to my sister last night. It went ok. We didn’t really talk about any issues; we just said we will […]
Well, surprise, surprise, things are not good between me and my sister. again. I’m so tired of this shit. I don’t even care anymore. who am I kidding… I’m devastated. For the third time in about three months I’m up crying and unable to stop. My counselor thinks I need to adjust my expectations for […]
Cody and I are leaving in the am for my family gathering in Lake Tahoe. I’m surprised I can’t sleep, but I think it is just excitement. I’m still disappointed that my parents won’t be joining us, but I do feel better about it. I talked to my parents two days ago, and they explained […]
Dear Family- I’m very sad about the conflict occurring within the family and that we will not be able to enjoy Thanksgiving as a whole family. Emil, Kat, Mom and Dad, I have no comment, nor a side on your current conflict. I think the less people involved in this, the better. Actually, right now […]
Well my dysfunctional family just got more dysfunctional…. So we have planned for over a year now to all meet in Lake Tahoe for this Thanksgiving. Then my diagnosis happened. My siblings have been less than supportive. They have felt like it is their duty to force me to accept my diagnosis. AND even worse, […]
So apparently I was diagnosed “bipolar” while I was committed to mental health facilities. They put me on lithium, ambilify, trazadone, and something else I can’t remember. I’m having terrible side effects, and so far none of my doctors have been willing to change the meds. I have tremors, restless legs, dry mouth, and I […]
Dear Uncle Tommy and Aunt Carolyn- Just wanted to send you a little note to say thank you for always caring about me. I know I don’t call as much as I should, but I love getting to see y’all when you come to Grandma’s. I’m so excited that you want to visit me in […]
Dear siblings- After you read the devotional, I need to explain something very important… I know every family has some level of dysfunction, but ours seems more ridiculous because we all claim to be Christians. Instead of doing things the way we always have, how about if we try something new? Let’s talk openly about […]
Well, unlike what I hoped for, Fall Break sucked. I don’t even have the energy or desire to explain everything other than, my family sucks. I was trying to be nice and make peace between me and my siblings, but they didn’t understand basic Christian principals, so they tricked me to go to the ER, […]
Redeemed Beauty 